I saw him today~

yes...
I saw him today
I really saw him today~
when I just came out from my hostel
heading to sch for frisbee~

Audi A4...
White in colour...
number plate 111...
PHS...?
I texted my bro & asked him~
is that him?

the next moment~
my bro called me...
yes~~ that's him...
"very cool right?"
yea... his car really cool~~
& so so so...
& I was driving~

It's so "cool" that I met him in penang!!
(I don't know how to describe the feeling)
it's like....
it has been a long time~
U want for something~
U hope for a conversation...
even only some coincidence to happen
even only a smile from him~
so that u can have chances to know more about a guy~
or have chances to look into his eyes for a moment...
even only a chance to call him~

"二哥..."
yea... it's him...
my 2nd bro...

I passed by his car
& trying to look into his car~
I purposely took out my spec~
but I see nothing~
his car mirror or window is too dark~
but I hope that he saw me....

I always wonder...
how he think of me in his mind
cute?
or only hate?

but he is always great in my mind...
I like him...
I don't know why..
I hope that I can get some love from him...
I mean love between sibling~

I always hope that I can have more love from my brothers...
I always imagine that,
It's real blisful if I can own my brothers' love...
I like to being pampered by family...
I like to being sayang by brothers...
& this condition only apply to brothers or dad~
not that I don't like my sis~
just that, brothers can give me the safety feel
that no matter what happen to me~
they will always there to protect me...

but,
I know it's hard for him to forgive me...
& I won't blame him...
He should behave like this
I can just hope for that to happen...


bro, do you ever think that...
your youngest sister, me...
hope to get your attention very much?


stay healthy please..

I will always love you~
although you don't... =)