I miss him a lot~
That day, on 7th jan..
the last day he staying in malaysia...
I accompany him went around & rushed for everyhing that need to be done..
His medicine, pray, laptop, jeans...
& lastly.. He insisted wanna develop some photos out so that he can stick on his bedroom wall.. I feel so touch. Really.
Before depart to airport.. I spend a little time with him in his room..
I looked at him.. & my eyes started to fill with tears..
& I immediately look away.. telling him..
:" I cannot look at you, I will cry..."
n the tears slowly drip inside through my nose into my throat..
He was ready to go out..
& he hugged me..
In his arms.. I feel really so sad for his leaving..
Finally my tears dropped n I cried a little..
I told myself no.. I cant cry...
He wippend my tears away with his hand & hugged m again..
& I need to take a deep breath n wipped away my tears..
telling myself.. I cannot cry..
After that, we departed first to airport.. which his family wil come later..
He holding me all the way..
He checked in & we waited for his family at MCD..
& we started to take photo for memory..
He took with his family first~ & I was the last one..
Finally, boarding time...
we took all his stuff & stand outside the gate..
All our attention on him.. & also on me~
They expect me to cry..
but all the way.. I keep my tears inside myself..
finally.. he hugged me again..
Unfortunately, I wasn't ready for his hug.. & I didnt manage to hug him back..
Everyone looking at me.. & I was shy to cry..
I was hiding so hard... So hard so hard..
telling myself don't cry..
when he ready to walk in.. I had a strong feeling that wanna pull him back to me..
But I didnt do so.. I know, he still have to go..
The next moment.. I saw his mum crying.. & tears started to fill my eyes again..
inside myself.. I keep shouted for him to come back...
Looking at him at security point.. My heart broken..
I wanted to cry so much... so much so much so much...
but I don't wan his family to see me cry...
At the moment.. I don't know what else I can do..
I know.. I missed him..
His sister & mum later fetched me home..
All the way.. It was traffic jam..
The moment I reached home.. He had just landed on KL..
We talked & we cried...
He complaining that I didnt hug him back & cry just now...
& I was really so regret.. because I know, I wouldnt have the chance for the next 6 months again...
I cried so sadly.. I missed him... I MISSED HIM!
He landed on Japan on midnight 6am+..
He called me.. & I was so happy to receive his call..
He told me that his cousin was coming to him..
& he said he will call me before his next flight in the afternoon..
All the while.. I waited for him..
When I woke up, I saw his post on FB, & I missed him again..
In the afternoon, I received his call using his cousin's phone..
Very soon, he hang up the phone & flew to Las Vagas..
I waited for him until midnight~
All the while.. I don't know how many text I had sent him..
Finally, He texted me using his US number~!
& he told me~ he missed his flight to Orlando..
& hav to wait for 2.5 hours for the next flight to Salt Lake transit to Orlando..
I acc him until his nex flight & went to sleep..
The next morning.. He reached Orlando at around 1pm our time..
& it was midnight over at US~
Later, his fren fetched him to supper & home..
He on9 straight after he reached home~
& we skype...
It's true that I can see how he care bout me..
He don't want me to keep waiting for him...
& all the while.. He will contact me at the very first time as he can..
He is really a good guy.. & he really treat me like a princess..
It's true.. He never disappointed me..
I really feel so happy whenever I see him on9, his face, heard his voice..
all of that comfort me a lot...
Many & many things had happen on me all the while..
Some happy.. & some too sad for me..
& I am so lucky to have him with me..
He worry about me.. He even tried his best to help me solve my problems..
Seriously.. He is really "bu pa si!"
What else I can say about him?...
He willing to involve himself in all stuff I do.. & faced all problems with me..
I know, he don't wan me to feel alone..
& he really wan me to be happy from deep inside his heart..
Thanks baobei ♥ babie...
The night before he fly back to Florida,
He gave me a very precious gift...
& he told m...
It is the promise...
He will come back to me soon...
touched ♥ I feel... :)
Now that he had gona back Florida for 4 days...
We skype everyday...
We even text a little...
He told me he dont care bout how much he spend..
He just want me to be happy...
Baobei bie...
thanks for everything that you have done for me..
I really appreciate it a lot..
Everytime, u think about all for me..
You care about everything around me..
you even asked ur mum to ask me out for lunch! (to have close relationship?)
& always talk bout me with ur mum...
I am glad of what you had told me...
baobei... I am really glad to be with you..
& I love you..
like I told you, I don't trust promise...
But for now.. Promise will be the one to keep me strong..
I will wait for you...
ok? ♥ :)
I think this post is really "geli" enough for all of our friends..
& more of these "geli" words I will continue to write for you in ur mail..
ok? ♥ ♥ ♥ ><
Babie, I miss you.. A lot.. ♥
*hugss* :)
